Even in Darkness

In The Far North, abundant with culture and beauty, there is darkness. As with any place, the Far North is plagued by obstacles that keep us from Christ’s redeeming love. The hardships of life are evident daily.

The physical darkness of the Far North manifests in the hearts of the people who live here through depression, often enhanced by alcohol and boredom. Almost everyone in the villages here has known a family member or friend lost to the perils of depression, which feeds the feelings of hopelessness and confusion, manifesting in abuse of all kinds. Growing up in village life myself, I have seen the effects of this depression and darkness, and noticed the repercussions of alcohol and torn relationships as they poison the beauty of the land and people.

Whether growing up in the environment of this or coming in later, as many of our team members have, the cry for grace, clarity, and hope has never been stronger. In this darkness of abuse, loss, and isolation, there is still light .

Much like spring, the heart is thawed and beauty exposed in the presence of the sun. Though remnants of the dark may linger, it is impossible to ignore the majesty of such a place as the Far North, including the diversity and strength of the people. Even in strife, we seek relationships, provide for our families, and honor our heritage. People in the village do not shy away from long days of hard work, nor from admitting their respect for the extreme environment in which they live.

Still, the light of Christ is the only way to permanently abate such darkness. God treasures the richness of such a people, and He seeks their hearts. The warmth of the sun in the spring and summer reflects the inward relief prayer, mercy, and the Gospel brings.

“For even the darkness is not dark to you; the night is bright as the day, for darkness is as light with you.” Psalm 139:12

Join us as we pray for our team members in the midst of this environment, as well as for softened hearts, that God would continue to shine His Light into the Far North.

- Kelly Quist

Additional Posts

By SEND media Team August 4, 2026
Choosing a Missions Organization: Why SEND International Stands Out “Why should I be a missionary through SEND International?” Jenna, a new missionary in Eastern Europe, shared with us what she appreciates about working with SEND. The highlights for her are: - Devotion to prayer - Diligence in communication - Commitment to development - Intentionality in accountability Prayer “Back in September of 2022, the Lord reconnected me with SEND after I had met them a year prior at the Moody Bible Institute. However, before he would sign me up for anything, my Missions Coach encouraged me to pray. He said something to the effect of, "I know that you've been praying on your own for a long time. But as the Church, we are not called to walk alone. So, you and I won't talk for about a month unless you have questions. I want you to go pray with 5 or 6 others from your church about where God is calling you." That October, more than 10 friends prayed with me and we saw God answer as He directed me to Romania. From February 2024 to November 2025, I had the pleasure of being a part of team meetings in Romania with my SEND colleagues. Our meetings were four hours long, two for prayer and two for business. This has been the minimum for our team. There are also prayer meetings with the local churches we partner with, among smaller groups within our team, of course prayer with many of you across the pond, including those at our US office. The organization was built, has been sustained, and continues to run on prayer. This is my favorite thing about SEND. Communication As I mentioned above, we have a two hour block for business / ministry details in each of our meetings. This provides consistency across our team which works alongside three different churches and in a variety of ministries. It also helps us to communicate about the need for change or growth, alongside what is working well. In addition, my team director also meets with each of us, allowing us to communicate needs, considerations, and prayer requests. I've also enjoyed getting to work with SEND workers outside of my immediate region . We receive emails with the minutes from the Europe leadership team, Friday communications from our international director, and information regarding projects that affect our work among the unreached. In December of 2024, our international director at the time wrote a note to my parents for the first Christmas that I was gone. If nothing else had convinced my mom yet, this did. He took the time to care for me, but also to care well for the parents that were sending me (What it meant to my dad and mom for him to do this well has been one of the greatest ways I've been supported.). I also have some pretty wonderful regional directors. These people have prayed alongside us (while also serving in their own countries of service), they have taken time to come visit and encourage our team, and they have also taken the time to encourage the people in our churches. Development SEND has provided much in the area of development and care (spiritually, physically, mentally, and emotionally). At our regional conference (every three years), there have been medical check ups available, counseling options, and time for connecting with others on the field with similar experience. At our conference last October, I connected with a missionary who served overseas for many years, and is now serving on the administrative side of SEND. She has met with me since then for mentorship and has also invested much of her time recently in preparing a retreat for the singles across Europe. Accountability Over the years I have read and heard amazing stories of how God has worked through missionaries. God has done great things and great things He is still doing! However, people who have committed their lives to the Lord in this way are not “super Christians”. We are still humans with the same struggle against flesh that others have . A major challenge is in being isolated -- living in areas with little to no presence of other believers to sharpen them can cause many difficulties. SEND has been a great resource in this area too. Through my team, I have an accountability partner that I meet with monthly. When my regional director came to visit, he and his wife spent a day with me and asked intentional questions about how I lead, handle conflict, and how I am growing in general as a Christian. In addition, my teammates share their wisdom with me on a regular basis. These things and more have assured me that SEND International is a highly valuable organization and I'm excited to partner with them in service to, for, and with our great God! Interested in being sent by SEND?
By SEND Media May 11, 2026
Learn about the spiritual harmony in Vietnam & how missionaries engage with college students. Join us in sharing the gospel!
By SEND Media May 11, 2026
Explore Georgia's spiritual heritage and the impact of SEND International's mission. Join us in fostering authentic relationships today!
Show More